Just a Fling

I saw him and my soul recognized him immediately,

Well, we had a purpose to talk, leaving it behind, I found myself staring him passionately.

After a long time, I was smitten by someone

He was a similar face,

Suddenly I had all the time for him,

Call it a hopeless romantic phase or just a twin flames.

Then, there was nothing more thrilling than to be wanted by him,

But when he told me we can be together, he also meant...only for a while!

He shattered my hopes but complained as if I was not looking beyond

For him, Life is a tapestry and there is a lot to ponder on

Look at the irony, I wanted it the most but I had to stumble upon and keep saying No...

I won't lie for once I had it all...

To wake up with his Good Morning Text,

To get my hand a sneeze next,

To hear my name on his lips,

To look into his eyes and skin few beats,

To hold his hand and lean on his shoulder,

To take every breathe in love,

To let him reach into heart and peep into my soul...

Oh Darling! it is the most beautiful dream ever,

But How am I supposed to live it knowing it won't last forever!

I should have been torn apart,

Instead a glimpse of him was making me happy...

To see his smiling face and adore him from afar was enough,

Just like we look at the moon and never wish to own the star...

It was enough,

Until the moment came when he has to leave...

It was the thought of never seeing him again...

I forgot every set rule, ready to bend each morale...

Had thought rushing my mind, desires to want it all.

Unsaid words, Bottled up Feelings,

Strong walls, set boundaries

Definition of right and wrong

Better n worse,

All started screaming...

Every inch of me realize he was leaving

I told him...

I told him I need him even if its meant to be doomed,

I never knew he was crazy,

He heard me, said nothing...

and left because I never let it Bloom!