Therapy

Session 1

Doc: It's being a long time that you are being off to normal life, you must have gotten used to lying...,  Manipulation like bring me my favorite coffee... talking about something I like the most, asking about about my dog... Simulating trust and closeness... I must say you were trained under some special people but You shouldn't lie to me Stark!

I can help you, If you tell me the truth!

(Took a deep breath)

Me: You can tell me whatever the hell you want... 

Doctor: I don't think you realize how serious this is... You are think you are under control but you are not...

Me: Oh yaa! are you sure???

Doc: More then you can ever imagine...and I just need to make sure you're not dangerous or in trouble... To your self as well as to others...

Me:  I think we are done here...!

Doc: Mark my word Stark, You'll never find peace n solutions if you always try to run away from it instead of facing it...  

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After a week

Session 2

Me: I thought may be we could keep talking...

Doc:  Of course! just 1 question... what changed your mind??

Me: I always prefer honest truth over sugar coated lies n with you I thought I can share some...

Doc: Sure! But you should keep talking about things that have happened... 

I'd be happy to help you with that,,, But you should know this will be more than a quick chat to make sure you're not about to snap or disappear, Promise me...?

Me: (Laugh lightly) I promise you.... I won't 

Doc: Also I'll be asking you some pretty tough questions...

Me: Like What???

Doc: Like who are you, really? This job is taught me a lot about identifying people.... And you my friend are not an ordinary person, you seems more then you ever elaborate about your self....

So how did you wind up working like this and end up by being here with me in my office>?

Me: (Laughs slightly again) I wanted to talk about it for a long time but may be in next session!

Doc: Sure...

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Session 3

(Silence for 20 minutes)

Doc: You know when you said you wanted to talk, I thought there would be more actual talking... 

(Sighs)

Me: I just don't know what I should talk about...

Doc: You were talking about someone...

Me: Let's say I lost that person too, but I... Unfortunately I never talked about it....

Doc: Have you lost a lot of people, Tony??? 

But you don't wanna talk about any of it, do you???

Why do you think that is???

Me: It's an occupational hazard...

With the work I've done.... Privacy becomes...

A habit....

Doc: Maybe it's time for some new habits... 

Me: Sometimes a habits are there to protect you... 

Doc: From What??

Me: From Life...

From the way things go...

From the fact that every time I get to close to someone I... 

(Left the office again)

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Session 4 

(After 3 Weeks)

Doc: It's been almost 3 weeks... Where were you,  since our last session ??? 

Me: Let's say I was off the radar... A friend once told me, people like me are great for a night, great for a evening, great for a weekend...but we really suck at letting people in... We are not supposed to built that way...

And I've been thinking a lot about our last talk...

Doc: And...?

Me: For a long time, I've been afraid... To let anyone in....

Trying to avoid getting close... To avoid loss...

No matter what I do, It happens anyway. 

Loss is Inevitable...

Doc: So is Love...❤️

It's basic Human Need, Tony... None of us can go very long without it...

Me: Well well then, may be it's time for some new habits...! 

Doc: Definitely! I can see the progress in you!

Me: Thanks a lot doctor... 

Doc: For what?

Me: For everything!