Cries

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With A Sigh,
I Run My Fingers Through My Hair,
Not Feeling How I Should,
Trying Desperately Hard To Not Tear Up,
Exhausted Body,
I Try To Push Myself To Go On With My Schedule,
Felling Like I'm Not Enough,
Trying My Hardest Yo Stay Put,
They Say What I Feel Is A Phase,

May Be Feel Each String Of My Heart Detach!
The Pain Definately Won't Feel Like A Phase,

They Say Suck It Up,
Trying My Hardest To Keep Pushing...
To Be Positive,

May Be I'm enough,
May Be  These Pathetic Attempts To Be "Friends" With These People Isn't Good Enough,

All I want Is Just One Person Who Understand The Depth of My Heart,
I Know It's Priceless, But I Couldn't get It &

May Be I Should Just Let Go Of My Feelings & Go Numb.

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