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An Introver's Thought

हम अपने एकांत में इतना आराम पा चुके हैं... कि अब उसमें किसी को हिस्सा देने के ख्याल हमें अक्सर डरा देता है, हम अपने खालीपन को बांटने से भी घबरा जाते हैं... ये जो चुप्पी हमनें ओढ़ रखी है यह सरगम सी हो गई है और बोलियां हमें शोर लग रही हैं। और ये यार, सही नहीं जा रहे हम। शायद.... -Krishna Singh

Cries

With A Sigh, I Run My Fingers Through My Hair, Not Feeling How I Should, Trying Desperately Hard To Not Tear Up, Exhausted Body, I Try To Push Myself To Go On With My Schedule, Felling Like I'm Not Enough, Trying My Hardest Yo Stay Put, They Say What I Feel Is A Phase, May Be Feel Each String Of My Heart Detach! The Pain Definately Won't Feel Like A Phase, They Say Suck It Up, Trying My Hardest To Keep Pushing... To Be Positive, May Be I'm enough, May Be  These Pathetic Attempts To Be "Friends" With These People Isn't Good Enough, All I want Is Just One Person Who Understand The Depth of My Heart, I Know It's Priceless, But I Couldn't get It & May Be I Should Just Let Go Of My Feelings & Go Numb.

Depression

They Misunderstood This Word, Replaced it With A Trend, With A Little Inconvenience "I'm So Depressed", Let's Make This Clear Today, Depression Is Crying Your Eyes Out Knowing You Are Loved but Your Mind Won't Let You Accept That, Depression Is Wanting To Get Up But Struggling Mentally & Physically, Depression Is Being In Pain Physically Just As Much As Emotionally, If Not Being Affraid Of The Dark Because You Know The Only Demos Is The One Inside You, It's Trying Your Best To Keep Up But Your Mind Won't Let You, It's Being Misunderstood, Calling Your Feeling A Phase, A Phase Doesn't Make Your Body Ache Because You're Mentally & Emotionally In Pain, A Phase Doesn't Make You Cry Till You Can't, Making Your Eye Look Like You Cried In Tears of Blood, Depression Is Not Being Understood, It's Being Judged, Told To Shake It Off, Depression In Looking Like The Happiest Outside & Dead On The Inside, Depress...